I did some neurological repatterning with a young man of about 24 years old.  This young man had experienced a difficult childhood, and as a result he was struggling to cope with everyday life.  He had made some choices that made it difficult for him to cope in certain situations.  One of these situations was an unexpected or unwelcome touch on his body.  This action would trigger feeling of betrayal that he described as a blue feeling that stated in the middle of his chest and shot into his arms and body.  It left him feeling empty and angrily visually fixated on whatever he believed had caused it.

I found this out as he was telling me about his challenges and I shouted “be healed”, while putting my hand on his head like a priest in the Pentecostal faith.  (Neurological shock).

His reaction was immediate and aggressive.  He wanted to assault me and I could see the hatred he was displaying was out of this world.  He squeezed his fists and his eyes narrowed on my.  I just watched patiently.  It appeared like he was fighting against the temptation to attack and kill me.  He moved over away from me to the corner of the room.  (He must have felt safer there).

I remained where I was to give him some distance and some tome to settle down.  He exploded and threw something at the window.  It made a loud noise but nothing broke.  He kept shouting, “Why would you do that?  Why did you do that?”  I explained that I needed to see what I was seeing so that I could help him.  After a moment he did settle down as I asked him questions about what was happening in his mind and body.  I wanted to understand the behaviour, and yet he was vague at best.  He was uncertain of himself and looked afraid and scared.  He was crouching, lurking in the corner of the room like a creature of the night.

I then moved further away from him and did the following incantation as I had no idea what to do and needed some guidance.  “I command my unconscious mind to give me all the skills, knowledge, the power, the motivation the determination, the humour.  Whatever it takes to move this person from where they are to where I know he needs to be.  I command it. I will it.  And it will be done”.

I walked back and sat down with the confidence and clarity so that I could resolve this issue right here and right now.

I then explained to him that I wanted to take this particular problem away from him.  I let him know that

I asked him how long he would remain in that state.  He did not respond, but simply looked at me with anger or hatred in his eyes.  I asked him if he could remain there for a whole hour.  He nodded.  I then asked him if he could do it for a whole day.  Once again he nodded and then told me that he could remain there for weeks.  I was genuinely shocked as I could see that he was in a bad way.  He looked more like a creature of the night, than a real person.

I explained to him that I was like a ‘temp agency’.  I then explained that I wanted to learn all the steps to doing exactly what he does.  I asked him if he could train me step by step how to do what he was doing.  He looked confused by what I was saying.

I asked him this question.  How do you know that it is time to feel betrayal?

He told me that when someone does something against his will he feels this way.  He explained a blue feeling that shoots from the centre of his chest down his arms.  A sudden rush of adrenaline and then he just looks fixated upon whatever was the cause of the discomfort.  He then told me that he can see the next 5 things that he is going to do to destroy whatever or whomever it is.  He then said that he normally just attacks, yet this time he did not and that he thought it must be because he knows that I am a cop.  He just sat there looking at me, however his demeanour changes as he saw me take interest in what was happening to him.

I then told him that he is now behaving differently.  He looked at himself and acknowledged that this was true.  I asked him why and he could not answer me.

He then said that I was better than the psychologist that he had visited.  He told me that the psychologist and he just looked at each other for almost an hour before he got angry and attacked.

After he had told me his strategy I told him that I was going to attempt to do it.

The first part of the strategy that I suggested was that a yellow feeling started at my toes and travelled up to my head and I began smiling.  When he told me that I was wrong I asked, “Are you sure?”  Then I said, “What would happen if I did that”. And “If I did that would it still work”.  He was unsettled and looked at me with a confused look on his face.

I then asked him what I do next.  After the yellow feeling that shoots up my body.  He told me it was wrong and that I should not be messing with his head.

I then said, “That’s right, then I think of 5 reasons why I can control my emotions”.  At this point he got angry so I left that process hanging.  He went into an angry rant once again and I waited patiently for him to calm down again.

At this point I told him that I was a healer and that I could resolve this issue that he had.  He told me many things about his past and about the challenges that have plagued him for many years.  There was a lot of hurt in his past and those demons of his past seemed to be controlling his life.

After conversation for a time I explained to him that we could resolve his issue right now.  He came and sat back where he was at the beginning and I promised not to “Neurologically shock him” anymore.

I than sat across from him and told him that I was going to touch his knuckles.  I took him in his mind to excitement, being on a role, laughter and other positive emotions.  After each one he could not believe what he was feeling.  He was looking at me like I was a magician.  Then I had him go to the feeling of betrayal which I anchored to a different knuckle.  This was disturbing and it was the darkest feeling that I had ever experienced in my life.  The left side of my face began to quiver and my chest began pulsating as constricting and my breathing became shallow and rapid.  My head moved to the left and I felt very strange.

I then collapsed this anchor, and after doing so he sat there in quiet disbelief.  I then touched him on the left arm near the shoulder.  No reaction.  As I got up and began to walk out, he simply said, “thankyou”.