While attending school in Tamworth New South Wales I was selected to travel to Sydney and participate in a statewide leadership seminar. Having just become an Australia karate champion meant that I had the opportunity of travelling to Sydney to participate in a personal development initiative. The event was several days long, and excited teenagers arrived at the venue anticipating making new friends and gaining inspiration from the event. There were many seminars and presenters. My favourite was the comedy night, in which we listened to an exceptional comedian who caused me to laugh so hard that could barely contain my tears. Perhaps the biggest impact came from a man who was dressed poorly and acted extremely nervous. He stuttered and stammered and was doing a hopeless job of keeping the attention of the highly judgemental teenage audience. After immediately feeling empathy for this man, having dealt with my own nerves, fear and anxiety around speaking, I recall that I was annoyed at my disrespectful peers. Having dealt stuttering at the age of 14, I felt sorry for this man who was trying to deliver a talk and having what appeared to be distressed. To make matters worse, more students became restless and began to have private conversations….
When I was 14 years old I had a stuttering issue. I found it very difficult to communicate, especially in large groups. The worst letters for me were W’s and R’s. I found this to be huge hurdle that was inhibiting my ability to make friends, enjoy social settings and enjoy the experience of being a teenager. It was around this time that I participated in my first seminar. It was a 4 day seminar that ran for long hours. During this seminar I learned about affirmations and the power of the mind. After this seminar I decided that I had the power to control my mind and speech by repeating the affirmation, “I speak clearly and well”. Each time I found myself with in group of people and felt that I had something to contribute I repeated the words in my mind, “I speak clearly and well”. I would then speak, and unfortunately much of the time my words would come out wrong. I would stutter and stammer and trip over the words. Often I was annoyed or frustrated at the inability I had to manage and control my tongue. Often I was frustrated with myself and would repeat…